possibly irrelevant

as it were, i was trespassing my sister's bedroom and computer, and found some lost pictures i hadn't seen before.

i deduced two things.

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1) I miss my hair.







i know it's good i've experienced a change and all, with the bob. people have said it looks nice and all and i should keep it.

but i long for for the days when i have my long, dark, heavy, temperamental, messy, character-filled mane back. i long for the days when i can throw my head back and feel it swish behind me, like the slow-motion ladies in Baywatch.

It just ain't the same. I was born to have a head of mess and curl. Sorry, Mum.


2) I miss my extended family dearly.







we don't get to meet up as much as i'd like to. not nearly as much.

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Perhaps tomorrow, pictures from penang, for the heck of it.
I did, after all, break into my sister's room for them.

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which of the bold-faced lies will we use?
i hope that you're happy
you really deserve it
this will be the best
for both of us in the end