resolutions

i did a lot of thinking yesterday.

not to say i don't do a lot of thinking everyday. i do. just that yesterday, i got struck in the face by the unforgiving hand of an epiphany, just like Homer did in The Simpsons Movie.

epiphanies are not very nice.

but i made a list. it comprises what i plan to change about myself, what i want to achieve, what i've already made a conscious decision to do. and some stuff for the heck of it.

It's good to have lists, i think.

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Be more assertive, more responsible, more reliable.

Be less sensitive, less selfish, less absent-minded.

More dedicated, organized, systematic. 4 B+'s for Part One! A Second Upper!

Care less about people who don't give a crap.

Be more receptive to other people's feelings.

Learn how to curl hair grrr!

Practice guitar often, and write more songs.

Be less easily hurt.

Learn to lower my expectations of people a little.

Clubbing! Ladies Night! :D (at least once, for pete's sake)

Get my priorities straight, and don't sweat the small stuff.

Spend more time with God, and get closer to Him.

Bikini body plz

Revamp wardrobe, but spend less -_- More budgeting.

Treasure each and every person in my life for who and what they are, and to judge less.

Love more.

list is subject to addition, and change.

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i have been actually pretty happy for the most part; mostly because i've reconnected with old friends, and made new ones.

in light of the other problems i've had thrown in my face, i think i will take a page out of Michelle Branch's book; and step back for a while

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"if i just breathe
let it fill the space between
i'll know, everything is alright
if i just breathe
every little piece of me
you'll see, everything is alright
if i just breathe"